Lyrics

Verse
You taught me
To hate myself
In a way
That made it feel so good
You taught me
To dream
In black and white
And bleed in gold

Prechorus
Horrible moments
crystal clear sanity
Give me back the bottle please
Give me back the bottle please

Chorus
I fell asleep again
The toxins fill my head
You make me want to destroy myself
Destroy myself
Wake me from the lie
Before I lose my mind
You make me want to destroy myself

Verse
Return from
Another night
Full of memories
That I regret
Although I
Can’t quite
remember what I want
To forget

Prechorus
Horrible moments
Of crystal clear sanity
Give me back the bottle please
Give me back the bottle please!

Chorus
I fell asleep again
The toxins fill my head
You make me want to destroy myself
Wake me from the lie
Before I lose my mind
You make me want to destroy myself
Destroy myself

Verse (Spoken)
The danger
Was never knowing
The negatives
Of my device
The danger
Was in the fleeing
That left me feeling
Oh so high

Prechorus/Bridge
Go on
Kill me tenderly
Feed
my insanity
Your Poison
Pushes over
Til I’m Dreaming comatose

Chorus
I fell asleep again
The toxins fill my head
But I don’t want to destroy myself
Wake me from the lie
Before I lose my mind
Cuz I don’t want to destroy myself

Outro (screamed)
Give me my life
Give it back
Give it back to me
Give me my life
Give it back
God, I want to live
Give me my life
Give it back
Give it back to me
Give me my life
Give me life

Scripture:
“Who has woe? Who has sorrow? Who has strife? Who has complaining? Who has wounds without cause? Who has redness of eyes? Those who tarry long over wine; those who go to try mixed wine. Do not look at wine when it is red, when it sparkles in the cup and goes down smoothly. In the end it bites like a serpent and stings like an adder. Your eyes will see strange things, and your heart utter perverse things. You will be like one who lies down in the midst of the sea, like one who lies on the top of a mast. “They struck me,” you will say, “but I was not hurt; they beat me, but I did not feel it. When shall I awake? I must have another drink.””
‭‭Proverbs‬ ‭23‬:‭29‬-‭35‬ ‭ESV‬‬