From the recording Assimilation
Lyrics
Unbelief
Mark 9:4; Job 23:2-17
Longing desperately
For light or hope or something
I can’t see
I believe
But help my unbelief
Pressure building
Pressure rising
Flooding my brain
Paralyzing
Pushing me back
Back to the edge
But I can’t make myself jump
Suffering comes
Suffering ends
I know that I
Will be again
But right now the cracks
Starting to break open
I can’t take much more
Muscles straining fast
Against the growing burden
On my shoulders
Knowing rapture comes
Becoming restless
Waiting for the sun
I believe
But help my unbelief
With this
Pressure building
Pressure rising
Flooding my brain
Paralyzing
Pushing me back
Back to the edge
But I can’t make myself jump
Suffering comes
Suffering ends
I know that I
Will be again
But right now the cracks
Starting to break open
I can’t take much more
I’m tired of hidden wisdom
I’m sick of still small voices
I know that nations fall
And mountains shake
And demons tremble
When you raise your voice
So what are all the whispers for?!
Suffering comes
Suffering ends
I know that I
Will be again
Right now the cracks
Starting to break open
I can’t take much more but
Suffering comes
Suffering ends
I know that I will be again
Right now the cracks
Starting to break open
Help my unbelief
Lord, my complaint is bitter
And I know what you will answer
Will you contend with me
Although your face remains elusive
Whisper again to me
Until your whispers become screams!

